A view about manhood

Life is filled with many struggles. We have struggles that are real and present in our lives- and also the struggles that are perceived and brought up only in our minds. We also wonder where God is in our times of need. Do we call out to Him for help? Do we call out to Him in frustration? Or are we more inclined to push Him away? I have reacted many ways when "pushed" to my limits or beyond my limits. Anytime I've been faced with a difficult (or hopeless) situation, I've been forced to make a decision. Do I continue on and reject the help that He offers, or do I turn and seek Him? He who is always present in my life even though I push Hi away. He is not hard to find. He is able (and willing) to help me through any situation I may be facing. The world is a scary place and I wouldn't want to go through life alone. There have been times that give the appearance that I was alone, but I have never been alone. I have experienced loneliness without acknowledging Him tha

One thing I've learned in my time living in this world is that there is a struggle inside of me. This struggle is between forces that are hard to explain. I want to live a life that brings good to others. I sometimes am victorious in this goal and other times fail. The small victories I have are short lived and the defeats just seem to linger on without end. This constant battle rages on while trying to put one foot forward and press on in daily living. This struggle makes it difficult to find joy. I must remember that this battle is not "people" inspired. It's a spiritual war that takes on a life of its own- most of the time not visible to others. It becomes evident to others when we lash out or focus our attacks on them. Realizing where our focus should be is critical. I want to do so much more with my life but have this inner struggle that consumes much of my energy- and time. My struggle will continue but in taking hold of Christ, He can carry me through any bat